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/ Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 12:23 AM
DISAPPOINTED. TIRED. HAPPY. Happy with all kinds of thing i decided the day before. I will never regret remember? Ha! Alright i have to write an "apology letter" cause i feel bad about it. Apology Letter to M**. To my dear M** : You are always the one in my heart. Without you, i believe that i wasn't able to walk this far where i could see my future. All the encourages you gave me are really GREAT and i mean it. It is because other than someone else, you are always there for me. I did know how much it hurts when i break your heart over and over again. I cannot swear that i will never ever break your heart again. However, i can promise that i will tried to do my best. Everything i did always make you sad and angry, no matter what. However, till today, when i see you giving me that look. It breaks my heart without any reason, i don't know why. Whenever i said i found another boy, you always asked lots of question. And even asked me to take care of myself. I did take care of myself alright. Also, whenever i said something that i really don't wished to say,you'll stop asking. I am really really sorry for not chatting with you for quite long. Don't feel lonely okay? It is because i know there are someone be there for you. I guess i already did something that hurt you again . I know this should be a apology letter. However, i don't know why i am writing out an essay instead. I am SORRY, SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY.. Hope you can see this or sense this in your dreams without knowing what i am writing here. Not only that, i must tell you something else. I really do MISS those time we spending our time chatting. Hope everything would be fine for all of us. ~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TO you : I think you sense it too right? Only you know what is going on and hinting me something. Ha! I am really happy that we are turning a bit way back to normal. Lets put our efforts on studies now okay? (: Also thanks for the day you went to my dad's.. ^^ I Love You. Muacks. ((: TO Darling: I dont think i sense any pain. I dont know why but maybe i should know that earlier. I am really really wished that you will be happy. And sorry to take your... away.^^ You should know it. Im sorry. ): But not totally my fault right? Of course dont forget it to use on her okay? ( If got chance then.. ((: ) |