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MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old





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/ Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 12:23 AM
DISAPPOINTED. TIRED. HAPPY.

Happy with all kinds of thing i decided the day before.
I will never regret remember? Ha!
Alright i have to write an "apology letter" cause i feel bad about it.


Apology Letter to M**.

To my dear M** :
You are always the one in my heart.
Without you, i believe that i wasn't able to walk this far where i could see my future.
All the encourages you gave me are really GREAT and i mean it.
It is because other than someone else, you are always there for me.
I did know how much it hurts when i break your heart over and over again.
I cannot swear that i will never ever break your heart again.
However, i can promise that i will tried to do my best.
Everything i did always make you sad and angry, no matter what.
However, till today, when i see you giving me that look.
It breaks my heart without any reason, i don't know why.
Whenever i said i found another boy, you always asked lots of question.
And even asked me to take care of myself.
I did take care of myself alright.
Also, whenever i said something that i really don't wished to say,you'll stop asking.
I am really really sorry for not chatting with you for quite long.
Don't feel lonely okay?
It is because i know there are someone be there for you.
I guess i already did something that hurt you again .
I know this should be a apology letter.
However, i don't know why i am writing out an essay instead.
I am SORRY, SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY..
Hope you can see this or sense this in your dreams without knowing what i am writing here.
Not only that, i must tell you something else.
I really do MISS those time we spending our time chatting.
Hope everything would be fine for all of us.

~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TO you :

I think you sense it too right?
Only you know what is going on and hinting me something. Ha!
I am really happy that we are turning a bit way back to normal.
Lets put our efforts on studies now okay? (:
Also thanks for the day you went to my dad's.. ^^
I Love You. Muacks. ((:

TO Darling:

I dont think i sense any pain.
I dont know why but maybe i should know that earlier.
I am really really wished that you will be happy.
And sorry to take your... away.^^
You should know it. Im sorry. ):
But not totally my fault right?
Of course dont forget it to use on her okay?
( If got chance then.. ((: )
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