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MYSELF I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN 18 years old band berlin carol cherylyn ♥ jazreel kerylyn;Lijuan ♥ kristein;yeecheng ♥ qianyun qijun raiyan sherry yongchuan vanessa ♥
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/ Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 7:44 PM
7/10/08. its a day to remember clearly. -its the day we dont belong to each other. -the day we went seperate ways. -the day that means that we wont contact each other. -the day we dont love each other. -the day that the tears loses control. -the day we have to force ourself to keep distance. -the day that tells me that he really avoiding me. -the other day tells me, he will not able to face me. -the other day tells me, he cant even take any jokes. -the day tell me, he is unable to talk to me like previously we used to be. -the day tells me, you dont like to see me. -the day tells me,all promises are gone. -the day tells me, we are not meant to be together anymore. -the day tells me, i will walk my way home by myself. -the day tells me, i will be weak and fall down again. -the day tells me, we can no longer be friends. however, the day after this date, i have never waste the tears that drip rapidly for you to move on. Step by step, week by week, months by months. listening to my heartbeat when i see you. avoid to see you, of course. however, its useless. the only way to stop my heart beating rapidly is to face you. i can have no doubt to look at the face that once so close to me. i will not drop anymore tears, as it should left in that memories. all the quarrels during birthday, till the time both of us left, left there. you treat me well of course. but all have to come to an end. all the efforts that i do to make myself stand up again. its all worth it. i say i try, but i can do it. stand alone without you. whenever i miss you, i will do what you do. it will hurt my heart no more. it will not be that pain anymore for you. all those memories are precious to me but may not to you. all those made me today. thanks for giving me those memories that you gave me. the bitter,sad, happy memories are just like happening yesterday only. ALL I WANTED TO SAY IS, LET'S BE FRIENDS, IF YOU CAN, WE ARE FRIENDS. IF YOU CANT, YOU ARE ESCAPING FROM REALITY THAT I DONT LOVE YOU NOW. AND OF COURSE YOU ARE THE ONE THAT CANT FORGET ABOUT IT. its better to have more friends than enemy or stranger. waiting for your good news! =) |