Music,friends,family is my life. A person that leads a normal,simple life. Lived happily with MY LOVELY and CARING sister.
MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old
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/ Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
it has been some time since ive post picture on blog.
this few days ive been busying studying with my dearest.
the picture above is all about the time i went to study with baby at night.
haha.. i have a very bad mood that night..
yet, he tried to make me feel better.
thanks ok! wish you see this..
due to my LAZINESS i didnt post any pictures..
haha.. but my picture is limited..
so bear with it ok?
baby is always too tired when he see his homework.
haha.. he is pretty good.
he is really patient.
but he managed to tolerate it still..
actually going to study with dearest today..
but we do not know what to study.
therefore, we spent our time at vanessa house..
yeah! love you for the first time. cause i dont need to study!
today went to vanessa house.
wow.. we ate maggie mee over there..
i have a bad stomache.
but we are all enjoyed there.
haha.. i love it..
i have been thinking alot of things lately.
thinking of something that ive been thinking over and over.
like, "even thought how much you work for something, you might not get the result you want" .
and somemore, i forget already.
i feel that whenever we people lose something, we will able to gain something at the same time.
its just that we dont see it.
is it good about that?
does anyone believe in destiny, forever, fate?
who knows??
ive been reading a book named "destiny's cries".
i heard from my friend that it has an bad ending.
i feel that even if the story is a bad ending or a good ending..
its still stop at the point named "ENDING".
is just that it proves to us what is really happening.
so, which one is better?
i dont know..
still remember yesterday?
7th may 2009?
remember 7th months ago?
the break that im asked to ask you?
because somehow , your love is longer there.
and we ended with this ending. do you know how much hurt is it?
i guess you know? because you plead for forgiveness.
i cried. during my N lvl a-maths paper.
i cant controlled myself.
i have just cried for the first examination,an important examination to me.
thinking whether i should stay aand see you or not.
but i guess, you are irritated by that, dont you?
everything ended. this is what you want.
you have ,you want to take all the memories back.
at first i thought to myself, why you do this to me?
but in the end,i know what is happening.
its just that LOVE IS NOT THERE ANYMORE.
