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/ Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 6:02 PM
bottom line Do at least one nice thing for yourself today -- don't feel guilty about it, either. In Detail You can't spend all of your energy making other people happy. Switch your focus to that person you see every morning in the mirror and start working harder to make yourself smile. Do at least one nice thing for yourself today -- cancel a meeting you've been dreading, take yourself out to dinner at your favorite spot, splurge on a nice gadget you've had your eye on. You have a right to doing something for yourself every once in a while, so don't feel guilty about it. im having doubts for the sentences above.. is it really true to describe my day today.. more and more things happen,can i cope?! should i treat myself better? working harder to make myself smile is harder that making others happy i guess. cancel the meeting will still make me feel even more guilty.. by the way.. those words in green is i took from friendster's horoscope thingy.. that describe my feeling i guess? is it really true? suddenly,happy memories with you flashed through my mind again.. i dont want to lie to myself anymore.. i still cant forget you.. even though i know how much you lied to me.. i dont ever angry when you given me false hope.. because what i really care is,you are happy for your decisions. i will hurt too many people.. im really sorry.. everything will end in few months time.. if drinking alcohol can solve everything,i want to try.. however,after i tried,more questions coming out as well.. those happy memories wont come back again i guess.. i really wished to lean on someone.. but what i really want is to lean on you and cry.. till now,i noticed that i still cant forget how you support me through.. And i guess,i really dont believe "forever and promises and..." but, i still believe you.. hmm.. was listening to "你好吗(how are you?) by 李玖哲/周笔畅 " keep thinking so many things.. |