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MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old
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/ Thursday, June 5, 2008 @ 9:05 PM
wondering why im posting today ba?
because few weeks ago happen too much things..
those things i will kept it in my chamber..
but y0u know i wont keep secret to who ya?
those that i loved the most.. and care for me..
today i hav too much things to generate..
i suddenly you le ya po gan..
xin hao xiang bu neng zai cheng shou yi xie dong xi le..
because i will lost myself..
my heart really contract ytd..
too much things, actions,words are too hurt..
i dun0 why..
nowadays i feel that im not myself..
feel very empty..
the emptiness,quiet,cold..
make me shivers..
even i also dun0 what im doing..
the brain are not with me..
isit that it's trying to stop me..
heart beating sudden fast and slow..
this feelings make me mad..
kept having rainfall this few days..
weather not good sia.
like that will cause the tree being cut..
alot of injuries..
teaching me can??
how to smile even when y0u are sad,no mood..
the only way is to fake a smile..
this is what i learn from myself..
this make ppl to be happy..
and im glad to fake a smile in front of ppl..
it's because this shows that they wouldn't worry...
i had nvr feel this kind of thing..
y0u know.. i just dun0 why..
i can't do a right thing..
i dun look like im cherishing..
i dont look like im hurt..
i dont know who i am..
keep waiting for a confirm..
because im no longer that strong and confident..
because till now i dhen notice..
everything i do.. will hurt alot of ppl..
im sorry to all my friends out there..
sorry to those i hurt alot..
im hating myself for being like this..
im drifting away...
who will come?!?!
im scared.. but i just can't do anything..
ME~~>> Jowyn the girl that ppl hate.
wondering why im posting today ba?
because few weeks ago happen too much things..
those things i will kept it in my chamber..
but y0u know i wont keep secret to who ya?
those that i loved the most.. and care for me..
today i hav too much things to generate..
i suddenly you le ya po gan..
xin hao xiang bu neng zai cheng shou yi xie dong xi le..
because i will lost myself..
my heart really contract ytd..
too much things, actions,words are too hurt..
i dun0 why..
nowadays i feel that im not myself..
feel very empty..
the emptiness,quiet,cold..
make me shivers..
even i also dun0 what im doing..
the brain are not with me..
isit that it's trying to stop me..
heart beating sudden fast and slow..
this feelings make me mad..
kept having rainfall this few days..
weather not good sia.
like that will cause the tree being cut..
alot of injuries..
teaching me can??
how to smile even when y0u are sad,no mood..
the only way is to fake a smile..
this is what i learn from myself..
this make ppl to be happy..
and im glad to fake a smile in front of ppl..
it's because this shows that they wouldn't worry...
i had nvr feel this kind of thing..
y0u know.. i just dun0 why..
i can't do a right thing..
i dun look like im cherishing..
i dont look like im hurt..
i dont know who i am..
keep waiting for a confirm..
because im no longer that strong and confident..
because till now i dhen notice..
everything i do.. will hurt alot of ppl..
im sorry to all my friends out there..
sorry to those i hurt alot..
im hating myself for being like this..
im drifting away...
who will come?!?!
im scared.. but i just can't do anything..
ME~~>> Jowyn the girl that ppl hate.
