Music,friends,family is my life. A person that leads a normal,simple life. Lived happily with MY LOVELY and CARING sister.
MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old
band berlin carol cherylyn ♥ jazreel kerylyn;Lijuan ♥ kristein;yeecheng ♥ qianyun qijun raiyan sherry yongchuan vanessa ♥
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/ Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 12:14 AM
today, is a day quite pissed off??
actually, also not that pissed off la..
but hate myself cannot help up in band.
like im a useless bum like that...
mostly, pissed off of myself ...
anqry myself that i cant lead them..
and is a very very bad leader...
mostly is my fault more than the members.
don0 whether giving up soon ma...
cause i feel like im so extra.
and like blocking people ways...
if im not in band, i think no one will notice it.
alot of things i just bring forward to mr ong..
but.. i think i still can tolerate na...
and also cannot blame on them...
because im a bad player, bad student conductor..
and a very very bad leader... that no one wants to bother.
today, is a day quite pissed off??
actually, also not that pissed off la..
but hate myself cannot help up in band.
like im a useless bum like that...
mostly, pissed off of myself ...
anqry myself that i cant lead them..
and is a very very bad leader...
mostly is my fault more than the members.
don0 whether giving up soon ma...
cause i feel like im so extra.
and like blocking people ways...
if im not in band, i think no one will notice it.
alot of things i just bring forward to mr ong..
but.. i think i still can tolerate na...
and also cannot blame on them...
because im a bad player, bad student conductor..
and a very very bad leader... that no one wants to bother.
