/ Saturday, September 8, 2007 @ 12:54 PM

just comiinq back frm myy OBS... damn pekchek.. ii accidentally deleted all tiinks ii wriite in the bloqq.. pekchek man.... ii damn pek chek iin OBS... yet now ii hav to write all over aqaiin... haiis... here come myy storiies.. [dayy 1] the first time reach there.. ii feel quite ok larhs... sad iis tat i and myy frens was assign to diiferent qrp.... onlyy mi n juan iin thhe same qrp.... we waiit at thhe puggol there... before we qo to pulau ubin.. ii tot iits a fun trip there larhs... but arhs... haiis.. when we reach there ryt, we diidnt do much.. but at least qortt toilet there l0rhs.. dhen so siian... we met our instructor andy!!! so alike to ms onq siiah.. harhars.. [dayy 2..] we paddle our kayak to thhe campsite 2.... dhen... we settle down lerr, we play some simple qames l0rhs.. we played, rock climbinq if im n0rtt wronq. iits stiill okok.. on tis dayy. we at niite cookinq... but actually iis thhe instructor cokkiin larhs... he teaches us how to cook... dhen we hav to cook other dayy l0rhs... dhen nth much... we qo slpp....ohya!!! the toilet there ryt, n0rtt veryyy qd... [dayy 3] tis is the dayy tat iii get damn piissed off derr. when i and lijuan talks arhs.. they dont want listen derr... ii know we NA so?!?!?!?!?! they express biiqq arhs.. everytiink oso dont hear us suqqest.. damn pek chek l0rhs...pcb!!! theyy express so?!?!?! can bullyy us arhs?!?!?! wart onlyy siiah... dhen we hike to the campsite 3.. llols... dhen after tat, we settle down. tell ue all sometiink, there is NO TOILET!!!! CANN0RTT BATHE!!!! haiiyo...dhen we must qo pee iin thhe bushes.. dhen startinq frm thhe dayy 3.. theyy nvr listen anytink suqqestion tat we suqqest derr.. dhen damn piissed off... dhen nvm.. still wednesdayy.. left 2 more dayys... [dayy4] we paddle back to campsite 1 aqaiin!!!! we paddle 13km , 2/3 of pulau ubin. actuallyy, we paddle all around the pulau ubin lerr.. cause the first time we paddle to thhe campsite 2, we coverd 1/3 of the pulau ubin.. hars... tot tat todayy will be better.. but more worst... ii damn tired.. tinkinq of qoiinq back to my home, make mi worst... iin camp oso like tat kana bullyy.. ii dont know wartt to sayy lehs... when we paddle back and reach thhe campsite1... we qo to thhe jetty jump, for a jump.. actuallyy ii lOoved jetty jump.. it make mi know more about myself... those cmfused... those stories tat our instructor told us, i remember... but ii dont know how to... use??? never complain... those tat say uer bad words may n0rtt be thhe one tat ate ue up... but those tat sayy qd about ue, will ate ue upp... tiis iis wartt they saiid to us.. ii hate myself veryy much.. before i jump down frm thhe jetty, i tink alot of tiinks.. make mi more comfirm the tinks in my hartt, mind iis correct... dhen juan and mi qo toilet to bathe straight after the jump... because we q0rtt some diifficulty.. so we mustt qo bathe fiirst dhen qo back to the "dom" wiich iis our store to store tiinks... dhen just when we step out of the, "one for all, all for one" derr toilet, i saw my packbaqq... myy packbaqq was sarcrificed to use to put the ponchos of half of all thhe members in our qroups. its damn heavy l0rhs... iits like i cant manaqe to take.. ii so anqryy l0rhs... im urge to cryy lerr.. damn pekchek.. fed upp... dhen juan was called take thhe food back to thhe campsite 1... the others derr baqq so light derr l0rhs!!!! onlyy we 2 so heavyy.. dhen ii mustt take so manyy tiinks... damn tiredd... tiredd by them.. ii seriously cant take it. dhen i was like cryiinq... dhen at nite ryt, we hav to build our own tent.. but wartt siiah!!! they nvr take our tent back to the store... wartt thhe.. we nvr slpp nvm.. but... there are stiill another girl slppiinq with us oso.. cann0rtt tiink of her mehs?? so selfiishx... so.. juan and mi qo n fiind all thhe tiinks.... dhen when we reach there.. we found tat there are so many tinks left behind just for us to take.. but lucky have our frens there.. dhen juan ask them to helpp us to take back.. dhen they called their members to tell the instructor tat they are helpiinq us... dhen half way back.. make us more pissed off... our members come and so sort scold our frens for helpiinq us to take thhe tiinks... wartt thhe siiah... dhen ask them to qiv those items to them... dhen theyy take and follow us qo back the place...when juan n mi reach, we damn piissed off marhs.. dhen throw everytink onto thhe floor... dhen qo up to level 2... dhen ber went up... and look for us... dhen we chat chat.. dhen fiind tat we should qo and pitch the tent for our fren.. but iin thhe end, the pitch lerr.. dhen we ask them who pitch derr.. dhen wartt thhe f*** iis thhey qiiv us attitude. we very pissed off.. T____T [dayy 5] the final dayy for us lerr.. we went back... ii feel happyy... as i and myy frens can back together lerr... hate to be iin tat qroup.. they use diiffferent yan guanq look at us... ii pissed off like hell...dhen finallyy after our lunch dhen we can qo backk to home.. evevn though dont feel like qoiinq, but... after tat ii qo enjoyy with myy frens... to qo to thhe arcade.. make myself crazyy... finallyy iim free. [my own comment durinq camp.] when i jump down frm the jetty, i felt tat and think through all thhe thhe things. but i dont dare to face?!?!question marks in my mind. all stuffs of dont understand, or maybe dont wish to understand. due to stories, activities in tis camp, i haveunderstand a number of tinks in the past.and found tat obstacles in life is n0rtt scary, but only see whether you believes uerselfin doiinq things. my life last time is always, "smile smile, let bygone be bygone". but now, i should chanqqe this sentence, "if you have a will, believe tat you can do it", everytink would be just fine. nothink will be troubled in people's hartt. scared on cominq out of its area are only a excuse. and excuses is just a way to escape its problem for a short while. *i-m-k. i lOoves all of ue tat treat mi qd.. precisely, i have to stand up on my own feet to walk down the road myself. frens can be there to quide us only. i will treasure every single person. he gave mi the memories, i wont forget. i can promise tat.. the memories will lead mi through and help mi get out of the difficulties i met. actuallly everytime i qet to see ue, im reallyy very very happy lerr. even though place tat we qo are n0t bery romantic, nice. but still, im happy when ue are with mi. every single places we went, i will remember clearly. this is our fate when we get together, and our fate to be apart. and if ue are sad, remember "rythm of the rain". ^^ ue know what i mean de.

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