Music,friends,family is my life. A person that leads a normal,simple life. Lived happily with MY LOVELY and CARING sister.
MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old
band berlin carol cherylyn ♥ jazreel kerylyn;Lijuan ♥ kristein;yeecheng ♥ qianyun qijun raiyan sherry yongchuan vanessa ♥
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
/ Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 6:57 PM
| ii seriiously tiink tat iim so suckiie... one tiink oso cann0rt do well... who am i?? how?! beiinq confusedd byy ppl... ii need a simple,happyy life... iis it reallyy tat diifficult?? yy couldnt i hav a simple, happyy life justt likke myy frens aroud mi?? seriously... i hav collapsed when i lost one most important tink in myy life.. butt... ii hav to gett back myy mood, get tiinks done... ii n0e ppl wiill hate mi derr... when ii diifficulty now... ii reallyy feel so hopeless... no one reallyy cann tok to...i left half of the smile... im reallyy tired lerr.... sometimes in skool, i reallyy feel likke cryiinq lerr.. but iit wiill hav more tiinks lerr barhs... ii reallyy tryiinq my best to laugh, to hav fun with ue guys... but ii reallyy felt im useless n hopeless. things flash through myy miind... guys... ii wiill promise uer to be more happyy ok.... todayy nvrr qo arcade wiith cheryllyn, berliin... iim damn sryy... because myy father iis there... dont wann hiim naqqiinq... ii cantt believe i hav to drink helpp mi to slp...n0rtt cant believe larhs... hars... thns cheryllyn...hars.. cant forget when we siitiinq under thhe block 234 i tiink?! to driink... thhe 1.5 litre coke...see ue driink untiill likke tat hor.. so scaryy... maybe ii tiink tiis hav to happen for a few more times lerr.. heard tat teachers are qoiinq iin to our bloqs to see wartt we hav wriitten iin blog... so scary derr l0rhs... iim metallyy tired... frm pri 3 tiill now... ii learn alot of tiinks... nn iim tryiinq to n0e more of frens, all those.. nnd how i get up alone when i fail on sth... actuallyy.. even though whenever i oways dun aqree or quarrel wiith myy father... butt ii n0e he was worryy... butt ii wann hiim to n0e... im grew up at thhe aqe of 10... seeiinq how theyy neglect mi... see how theyy used thhe violent, to try to control myy siis when theyy miix with some baddiies... ii reallyy n0e... even though ii diidnt sayy anytiink... nnd i understand, yy myy siis wanted mi to studyy hard n0w... theyy justt dun wan mi to hav the same situation as them... but due to all uer worriies, ii do n0rtt noe how to communicate with ue all... i want to try to tok to ue all... but.. ue all keep sayinq iim tok back to uer... ii dunn0e wartt to do... onlyy byy tokiinq to myy frens nnd some ppl tat understand mi helpp mii out... |
