Music,friends,family is my life. A person that leads a normal,simple life. Lived happily with MY LOVELY and CARING sister.
MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old
band berlin carol cherylyn ♥ jazreel kerylyn;Lijuan ♥ kristein;yeecheng ♥ qianyun qijun raiyan sherry yongchuan vanessa ♥
Positive & Negative thinking for today / Thursday, June 21, 2012 @ 2:23 AM
I was once a girl with negative power.
Everything that happened to me, I would think that, IT'S TERRIBLE BAD.
Things that i met during my young age, i kind of blaming everyone else and also myself.
I dont know where i should go, who am i to people, what is going on, no one ever loves me.
Till now, at my age of 20, i find that i need a change.
I wanted to be happy, confidence and wanted to be someone that my GFs,BFs,Dad & 2nd sister that can proud of.
Because, i dont want to disappoint them for being negative, timid etc..
I want them to know.. i have grow up because of YOUR LOVES.
I can't forget/neglect/dump ALL the love that you all gave me for the past few years because of people that don't appreciate me.
I should look forward, proud with all my past, telling everyone i become stronger and stronger.
Until today 20/6/2012 , i hope it's not too late.. to bring back to my real me with positive energy. (:
I realised i could be happy still with you all. "Because you loved me" - i would sing this song to you guys!
I've inspired and touched by "the secret" in xiaxue's blog, i realised, i should not have doubts with everything that we do. We might not be right with the choice that we made, but i doesn't mean it's nothing. Not only that, just remember something that second sister and me did.
In Chirstian kindergarten, we actually were so happy even though we are prayed & thankful for god giving us food. Still remember there were once my dad said, thank me, cause i have the ability to support you all. (: So cute of you.
& I did just realised that, i felt guilty with every thing i did until baby reprimanded me, kind of wake up & feel sad about myself. I just realised feeling negative & bad about myself is the one that disappointed my GFs, BF, Dad & second sister. I should stand up for myself with all your supports. I really love you guys. Thanks for being there with me through up and down.
I know i couldn't change positive in a short time, but i promised, i would try my best. (:
& I really hope Ricky & Illawarra could be happy.
"Because you loved me" - celine dion
I was once a girl with negative power.
Everything that happened to me, I would think that, IT'S TERRIBLE BAD.
Things that i met during my young age, i kind of blaming everyone else and also myself.
I dont know where i should go, who am i to people, what is going on, no one ever loves me.
Till now, at my age of 20, i find that i need a change.
I wanted to be happy, confidence and wanted to be someone that my GFs,BFs,Dad & 2nd sister that can proud of.
Because, i dont want to disappoint them for being negative, timid etc..
I want them to know.. i have grow up because of YOUR LOVES.
I can't forget/neglect/dump ALL the love that you all gave me for the past few years because of people that don't appreciate me.
I should look forward, proud with all my past, telling everyone i become stronger and stronger.
Until today 20/6/2012 , i hope it's not too late.. to bring back to my real me with positive energy. (:
I realised i could be happy still with you all. "Because you loved me" - i would sing this song to you guys!
I've inspired and touched by "the secret" in xiaxue's blog, i realised, i should not have doubts with everything that we do. We might not be right with the choice that we made, but i doesn't mean it's nothing. Not only that, just remember something that second sister and me did.
In Chirstian kindergarten, we actually were so happy even though we are prayed & thankful for god giving us food. Still remember there were once my dad said, thank me, cause i have the ability to support you all. (: So cute of you.
& I did just realised that, i felt guilty with every thing i did until baby reprimanded me, kind of wake up & feel sad about myself. I just realised feeling negative & bad about myself is the one that disappointed my GFs, BF, Dad & second sister. I should stand up for myself with all your supports. I really love you guys. Thanks for being there with me through up and down.
I know i couldn't change positive in a short time, but i promised, i would try my best. (:
& I really hope Ricky & Illawarra could be happy.
"Because you loved me" - celine dion
